I totally forgot i had this, until i got the e-mail about my inactive account lol.

So this day sucked beyond all belief, and to think i was actually feeling better before. *sighs* Lets see, hmmm. First thing that happened today, my sister came running into our house at like 10am holding Jason screaming for an ambulance. He was screaming in pain, there was blood everywhere and Shannon was shaking like i leaf. She was so panicked that she also dropped him, i tried to take him from her so she could calm down. But she just sobbed and begged, 'no not my baby!' So i let her keep holding him as we checked him over. It seemed Monika's dog Buddy attacked him and bit his face. It was pretty bad, ripped his right nostril off and left three puncture wounds under his right eye. So one 911 call later, he's at the hospital. They can't stitch it back on because he's so young and it wouldn't work right, so he has to see a plastic surgeon. After that my mother and i still had to go to the doctors. It was our family doctor, and she told him about my huge panic attack and the car crash. And, okay i'll be honest. Since the crash, i haven't been as well as i've told people. I get dizzy spells and headaches yes, but i'm forgetting and mixing up words and stumbling around. I trip a lot, and my vision goes blurry. He thinks i may have brain damage, so on Monday i have someone coming to pick me up and take me for a bunch of neurological and memory tests. I also have to get yet another scan, i think a CT again. Since the last i got was an MRI. Or.... i dunno. Who the fuck names these scans, fucking retarded names. Like my mind isn't confused enough as it is.
Honestly this was the last thing i needed right now. He thinks that the panic attack could have been a side effect of the brain damage, even though i've had panic attacks my whole life. He thinks it's too much of a coincidence that i would be in a car crash and fracture my skull only to have the worst panic attack i've had in almost two years, only a couple weeks later. I don't know, maybe he's right. Only time will tell.
Anyway, my meds are knocking me out. So i'm going to go lay down right now, let them wear off. I'll be on again later.

Grrr, i HATE the new IJ theme. Now i have to go through about 20 odd journals and change all the themes back to what they were before. What is with people messing with a good thing? Seriously, if i ain't broke don't fix it.

Ok, my usual rant/review about the latest Doctor Who episode.

( Spoilers..... )

I was REALLY bored today whilst trying to hide from my niece and nephew and started reading over the latest series of Doctor Who, and found myself listing all the reasons i adore Donna as a companion and how i'm going to be so horrible disappointed if she doesn't come back for the 2010 series. And from what i've heard in the rumor mill, is that she's not coming back after this series. *cries* Which is why i decided to kill some time breaking down my favorite moments between the Doctor and Donna, complete with pictures! Oh, and then i tossed in a few other random moments from this series that have stuck out in my mind. See, told you i was really bored. Anywho, needless to say there's spoilers for the entire series up to the latest episode 'The Unicorn and the Wasp'.
Oh and just quickly, yes i do realize i read WAY too much into things but it's what i'm good at. Breaking down things and seeing them in ways other's may not, well not everyone. I'd bet a good five bucks that Lorianne saw a couple of these scenes the same way, but that's just because she and i are so similar when it comes to our Doctor Who insanity lmao.

( Allons-y, Alonso! )

Yes i realize that was long and pointless, and if you actually got to the end of this i applaud you. Have a cookie *hands out space cookies*